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The Blue Rose: |
Al Conti
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AC: I believe that I was born an artist, so growing up in an
artistic family only encouraged it. As a
child, I was always up to some artistic pursuit like drawing, acting, creating
puppets and attempting just about every kind of artistic expression I could
come up with. There’s a family story
that, when very young, I pointed at the television set and told my parents I
was going to be there. There was no talking me out of it, and I drove my
parents to distraction until they enrolled me in theater classes. I was never sociable in school, and, in fact,
disliked being there because it always felt like someone was trying to re-program
me away from what my soul wanted to do. In theater class however, surrounded by
other artists, I was suddenly sociable, much to my parents’ and teachers’ surprise. The fact that my parents were involved in the arts only
helped encourage me further. While my
siblings were also encouraged, I am the one who eventually made it a profession. Because expressing myself was natural for me,
they always encouraged me to follow what I felt. I was never told, “You’ll starve
as an artist.” I was never forced to be anything by my parents other than what I
was inclined to be. AV: Do you think that
children are encouraged enough when it comes to pursuing music and the arts in
our 21st century society and what would the end result be if that were to
become a priority of parents and schools? AC: I feel that the arts are still seen as a ‘hobby’ and that
personal and artistic expression have
been relegated to a second tier. I have friends who never took my work in the
arts seriously until they saw me on television, heard my music on the radio or
found out I had been nominated for a Grammy. Suddenly, I became legitimate in
their eyes. I find this very sad.
I believe children are not encouraged because art is seen as frivolous and
not likely to lead to success – something that in our society means “how much
money you make”. Maybe they are
encouraged, as a form of expression, to take band in school, but as they get
older, the arts are often discouraged as a dead end. I’ll admit that the arts are not an easy path,
but if this is the path that resonates within someone and you are honest with
yourself, you cannot help but follow it. I believe we are all given some sort
of gift - a talent - maybe even more than one. To honor that talent is to honor
ourselves. AV: When was it that
you started to express your own inner feelings using art or music either
through other people’s works or through your own compositions? AC: I think I was three years old, drawing Snoopy images on any
piece of paper I could find (I still do it today!). I’d express my inner self, my feelings, by
drawing. Television fascinated me, and
as I mentioned earlier, I wanted to be doing what I saw the actors do. I
completely understood they were acting, and I loved it – it was magical. Music was also a form of expression for me. I
felt music deeply, and I knew that with music you could affect people’s
emotions. Eventually, music and acting
went hand in hand for me, as I’d prepare for a scene, hearing music in my
head helped me build the emotions that a
particular scene needed. AV: You were born and
raised in Argentina. Did the culture of Argentina have an influence when it
came to how you approached playing or composing your music? In what ways? AC: The Argentina I was brought up in was permeated by the
arts. Music and movies from all over the
world reached Buenos Aires, and I was exposed to it all. When I was growing up, Argentina was truly
globally influenced – it was as likely to hear an Italian or French singer as
it was to hear an American or British. My family is also Italian and German, so
I was exposed to both languages growing up, and music old and new from both
countries was part of our lives. I think
being exposed to art from all over the world influenced my broad taste in music
and film and, eventually, my approach to composing. I can find music I like in most genres, and
this has broadened my compositional style and nurtured my interest in the
interweaving of culture and music. AV: Can you remember
the point at which you first entertained the idea of music as a career? AC: I was doing music work for a company out of Germany, and
people kept asking if I had a CD with my music, which at the time I did
not. As time passed, it became clearer
to me that the universe was trying to tell me something. I was growing tired of
traveling to New York City at a moment’s notice each time my manager’s office
called for an acting job or audition. As
much as I loved acting, it was taking a lot out of me. I also no longer felt the desire to stand on
stage for two hours and break down emotionally, and be exhausted later. When music offered me the opportunity, I took
it. AV: I’ve read in your
bio that you are an actor on top of being a musician and that you have worked
on television in that capacity. Tell me about how you are able to balance these
two aspects of your artistic persona while still doing justice to both. AC: I’ve left the acting world and while there was some overlap
between the two careers I no longer do any acting at all. Acting, for me, has become a ‘former life.’ One I remember fondly, but rarely miss
because of the stresses involved. Music now
takes up all of my time and all of my emotional energy. I do not feel I would
have anything left to give to acting. I believe strongly in putting all my
energy into one path, rather than spread it all over the place and show little for
it anywhere. Music offers me a different
life that is more suited to who I am on many levels. AV: You once mentioned
to me that you are an introvert by nature. Being an introvert myself I can
definitely see the dilemma of choosing such careers as acting and performing
music. How is it that you are able to function on such a public platform career
wise and what are the daily challenges you face in regards to those careers?
When my mother would throw me
a birthday party, I’d tend to spend time with one or two other kids, ignoring
the rest. No one had a problem, because
in Argentina, give a soccer ball to a bunch of kids and they are kept happy for
hours. I’d then retreat and enjoy being with a couple of the quiet kids who,
generally, enjoyed music, puppets and other less noisy activities. Yet I remember the dread of being forced to
play soccer with 20 other kids. It was
not going to happen. At some point people around me realized this and started
leaving me alone. Of course, I did not
understand as a child what was happening, so then I’d feel left out of
everything. It was a no-win situation
but one that helped me later in life understand myself and be comfortable with
my choices. I recall being on the red carpet at the Grammies, surrounded
by hundreds of people and photographers. I turned to Kevin, my manager, and
said, “Welcome to my idea of hell!” In
fact, the strain from all the Grammy madness left my creativity completely dry
and it took months before the production of my album, The Blue Rose, could get
back on track. AV: When you first
started to compose your own music what was it that became the foundation of
your style of composition? Classical, world, new age, ambient or something
else? AC: I used to compose music for my own enjoyment and never
imagined it would become my career. I
just needed music around me and oftentimes I needed to get music that
constantly played in my head out.
New Age was not much of a stretch for me, because instrumental music and
film scores captivated me ever since I can remember. By my late teens, I was already an avid New
Age music fan - unusual for a teenager but the music really connected to my
soul. My first album was a compilation
of songs I had composed years before and never intended to release. My second album became much more structured
and serious. But it was not until my
album ‘Scheherazade’ that I feel my style was defined. It was inevitable that acting and music would
collide, and my style with its cinematic overtones, I believe, is a mixture of
both. AV: How did you feel
about releasing your first album Shadows back in 2006? Was this a natural next
step for you and the music you were composing? AC: I released that album with a lot of trepidation, because I
was not expecting music to become my career.
And to this day I cannot listen to it.
I am not fond of it from an artistic perspective, but I do owe a lot to
it. I am where I am today in my career
because of it. However, if I learned one
thing as a professional actor is: take your craft seriously, treat it as
something you love but also a business, be as professional as you can be and
either do it wholeheartedly or not at all.
So I took the plunge, brought my acting training with me into the music
business and did it all the way. AV: Since ‘Shadows’
you have released 4 other albums including your latest which came out earlier
this year called The Blue Rose. As a composer what has each new project taught
you in regards to your music and how have they helped you to understand your
own inner artistic motivations?
Above all, I feel that I have now spent enough time in this business, and in the New Age genre, to have developed a good following, the respect of my peers and music professionals, and that feels good to me. I have heard from broadcasters who are
actually thrilled to see a new Al Conti album come their way. That means a lot to me (and I must admit it
still surprises me). I feel that some
new artists, lured by the trap of instant gratification, want immediate acceptance
and success and they miss the power of the journey. It takes time to grow in this business, and I
love the process. AV: The Blue Rose has
a theme that flows from the first song to the last. Tell me about how The
Legend of the Blue Rose shaped the music that you composed for this release. AC: Generally, a story I decide on for an album will unfold for
me in the way a script did in acting.
There is a beginning, where an audience is introduced to the main
characters and are given a brief idea of what is to come. The legend of ‘The Blue Rose’ was very easy
for me as far as treatment: an emperor wants to marry off his daughter; she
refuses but agrees to marry a man who will bring her a blue rose; knowing one
does not exists in nature – so she can avoid getting married. Many suitors come forth willing to marry her,
but only one with true love eventually wins.
There was a very clear beginning, a continuation or tension, and then a
happy ending. However, what emerged for
me was the message of hope that permeated the entire story, and what a
wonderful message this could be when expressed with music. AV: Do any of your
other albums have underlying themes that tie the projects together in some way?
Is that normally how you approach composing? AC: Once a project is done, I move on to something else. Many times I cannot listen to the project
once a new one takes over and, in fact, I need a clear separation from what I
did before to successfully create something completely new. So, I would say that each album stands on its
own. However, what they do have in
common is that each is based on some form of myth or legend, and all are
concept albums. I find that creating a
concept album keeps me focused, tells me what it wants me to compose and how to
go about it. As one reviewer recently
put it, concept albums are a lost art. I feel lucky that I can create concept
albums and that this form works best for me.
I do not believe an artist should look at what someone else is doing and
then say, “Oh, he does concept albums and is successful, I am going to do the
same.” For me, I followed what came
naturally, and that just happened to be concept albums. I can connect this approach
to my acting, as I said, but also to my love of folklore and myths. ‘The Blue
Rose’ is a story I first read as a child. AV: On The Blue Rose
you composed, arranged and performed all of the songs. Is there anything about
taking a project like this from concept to finished album that you don’t do? AC: While I compose, arrange and perform much of what you hear,
I do bring in guest artists to play certain instruments. I play various instruments, either live or
electronically, but I like to also bring the talents of other people to add their
individual talents to my work – it is like adding a special spice to the mix. I
give guest artists a little direction and allow them to bring their own flavor
to a piece. Someone like Ann Licater, for
example, who played flute in the song ‘Bamboo Night Garden,’ added a whole new
energy to the piece. The music came alive even more. I am also completely involved in my work, from start to
finish, from the composing, performing and arrangements, to the mixing,
mastering and even album design. I seek
perfection and professionalism, and while I never really feel I fully achieve
it, it drives me to create the best I can at that given time. AV: When you are
telling a story like you are on The Blue Rose is it any more difficult to
compose pieces that flow together than creating stand-alone compositions? AC: For me, it is actually easier to follow a story through
music than to compose individual pieces with no connection to each other. This keeps me focused. A project can easily take me a year or two
from start to finish and it can be very easy for me half way through to
creatively want to go elsewhere. I can
loose focus, and this is not good, because I feel listeners can hear if songs
in one album do not flow together. I
believe this was the case with my first album and why I have trouble listening
to it. So, as I mentioned before, the
concept album framework really appeals to me. AV: When you are in
the process of arranging, mixing and editing your music do you have a sense as
to when the music is “done” and that you should wrap it up and call it
finished? AC: Great question! I
have never been asked this before, but it is exactly what happens for me. When I am composing an album, I seem to be
I generally mix as I go, because I need to hear the work as
it is in my head. I know artists who can compose a whole album and mix it
later. I tried this and it drove me
insane. Some things I know my engineer
can tweak later, so I have gotten more relaxed as I work, but generally I need
to hear the song as close to finished as possible. After I am done composing and mixing,
additional mixing and recording happens at my engineer’s studio and then at the
end of it all, the mastering process. By
the time we are at the final mixing and mastering phase, I am long done
composing. AV: As you look back
on The Blue Rose do you feel that you were able to communicate the essence of
The Legend of the Blue Rose through the music that you composed? Were you happy
with the final result? AC: I think the answer would be a resounding ‘yes.’ I am never sure I will be able to pull it
off, once a concept ‘chooses me.’
However, I now relax a bit more because I can look back on my past
projects and I see I have done it over and over again, and I will do it again. I used to stress to no end when I started a
project. Now I look back and tell
myself, “I did it with the other albums, I will do it with this one” and then
let myself go. As with the other albums,
I think I did with The Blue Rose what I set out to do. I cannot ever, though,
foretell how the public will embrace an album.
I am happy that, so far, people have reacted positively to The Blue
Rose. AV: You are also
involved with a couple of organizations called Until There’s a Cure Foundation
and Artists for Human Rights. Tell me about your involvement in these groups
and how you feel about those who are in the public eye using their notoriety to
help further humanitarian causes when they can. AC: There are some differences in how I deal with these
organizations. I am an actual member of Artists For Human Rights, whereas I
support the Until There’s A Cure foundation, the ASPCA and the Leukemia and
Lymphoma Society, but am not a member of these.
I believe that there is a responsibility for people in the public eye
and that we can help influence others by encouraging positive action. I take
this responsibility extremely seriously when I decide to engage with an
organization. There are countless
organizations out there, but I believe we need to be touched personally to
understand what we’re getting involved in.
All the organizations I support and/or am a member of are very close to
my heart. I also believe that as artists, we have the responsibility to give
back in some way, and, other than through music, this is how I choose to do it. AV: So in terms of
music what is next for you? Do you already have another musical project in
mind? Is there something you haven’t done yet that you wanted to try?
Any hints? AC: I always seem to say this, but here I go again. I was, first
and foremost, an actor. Actors,
especially theater ones, have some level of superstition. I carry that with me into the music business. I feel that speaking of a project that is
just in its beginning stages is almost a curse, so I do not. I only start speaking of it as it nears the
end of the creative process. I do know it is scheduled for release in early
2015, but that, again, can change, as it happened with ‘The Blue Rose,’ which
was originally slated for release in October of 2012 but was not until May
2013. What I can say is that there is a new project in the works
and it will resemble in some small way my album ‘Scheherazade,’ although
completely different in culture and style. AV: Your Northern
Seas album was nominated for a Grammy Award in 2011. How do you feel about what
the Grammy’s in general as it relates to ambient/new age artists? What were
your feelings/thoughts about having received a Grammy nomination back then?
I have to say, it tarnished the glow a bit
for me. To this day I question if people
are reaching out to me just for a vote at Grammy time. We have to hope that members take the voting
process to heart as a responsibility to their art, consider every album, and
allow terrific music to shine through. AV: To close this interview I’d like to offer you
a chance to talk about something that is close to your heart whether it concerns
your music, your acting or another cause or movement that you’d like to shed
some light on through your words. AC: I was recently asked in an interview if I had any advice for
starting musicians or for parents who want to encourage their child to follow
this path. I feel this is very important
and people in the business should speak out honestly about the pros and
cons. For adult musicians who are
starting out, I would say, be true to yourself. I am and have always been an
artist. I failed miserably at everything
else. This is who I am and why I do
it. However, if music is not your
passion, if it is not in your head and heart 24/7, you may want to ask yourself
why you want to do this. In this age of
YouTube and Facebook, I am finding many starting musicians want instant fame
and fortune. They do not want to work at
developing their talents, honing their craft and building their career, slowly
becoming known in the business or developing their fan base. They want to put out their first album and be
a star, instantly recognized and nominated for a Grammy. They almost demand this, and sometimes have
the money to back that notion, which makes matters worse. Money does not buy talent, but dedication,
hard work and love for the craft does. I
feel that there is an important process that must happen. For me, it is not a matter of ‘paying your
dues,’ it is a matter of learning professionalism and developing a career and
getting there with some integrity left.
Things happen slowly for a reason.
You do not decide you are going to be an actor and suddenly land a
starring role. This does not happen
because the moment the camera starts rolling you won’t know what to do. That takes time, practice, study, and generally
years of smaller roles. You pick up knowledge by being on the set, casting
directors get to know you, and you create a network. It can take actors more than a decade before
they get somewhere, even though it may sometimes seem it was overnight. I feel the same applies to the music business. These days, anyone can put out an album, but
not everyone is prepared professionally for it.
I was lucky that all the training I had as an actor I brought over to
this business. The professional
etiquette is the same, and I see many musicians today who are sorely lacking
because the technology is there for them to put out an album when in reality
they might actually not be ready to do so. As far as parents who want their children to follow this
path, I would say, if you see your child is musically inclined, by all means,
encourage it. Help them explore various
instruments, various styles. Expose them
to all kinds of music. However, if your
child wants nothing to do with music and would rather be adding up figures, do not
force them. Get them a calculator
instead! I saw plenty of stage mothers
in the acting world, and it was horrible.
It was clear that the child wanted to be anywhere except in front of the
camera, and oftentimes were like miniature robots, programmed to perform. I was an artist since I was born and this was
extremely clear to my parents. So, they
simply encouraged what was there. My brother
and sister followed a different path. My mother, who was a ballet dancer, could
have made a ballet dancer out of my sister, and for a while my sister did
choose to study ballet. However, when it
became clear that my sister wanted to follow a different path, then that was
encouraged. Today, she is an exceptional
physician and has saved many lives. If
your child is an artist, believe me, it will become clear! Allow them to follow THEIR path – every
person has a talent to share with the world. AV: That is wonderful advice Al and I hope that those reading this interview will take it to heart for themselves and for parents that they will think about the path that their child is on and whether that is what the child wants for themselves. Thank you very much for such an insightful look into your life and your music through this interview and I wish you much success in your musical endeavors in the future. And you can bet that I will keep an eye out for your next project regardless of when it might show up. |